Today is the day.  Yep, the 6 week check up.  Ever feel like you are on display?  For nine months the dr. checks you out almost every visit.  The last 6 weeks it is every week.  They watch you deliver and then you get the stitches and checked again.  6 weeks of blissful privacy and then you’re back in for another “showing”.  As you can tell, I am not looking forward to this.  That’s MY va-jay-jay. Why does he get to look?  Oh well, if it gets me a wonderful supply of birth control, I guess he can look. 

Now for the wonderful decision, temporary or permanent birth control.  I have 2 wonderful children, do I really want another?  DH will not get fixed, so I guess it is up to me to provide the “protection”.  That’s a heavy burden for someone who does not want to make that decision.  I’m going to leave this one up to God.  I feel like a complete family and financially we are tight right now.  BUT that doesn’t mean our lives will be like this in a few years.   OH, LIFE !!!!